[crisis]

i'm in crisis rite now. to choose between 2. 1 which i'm holding rite now and 1 is i'm gonna get it... both have pro & cons... ~sigh...*

[softspokens VS outspokens]

so, need to be outspoken to excel??? what, voices show how good you are? for me, it's totally bulls**t. dont judge the softspokens by their voices, they may better than outspokens who always bragging craps! i'm sick with all result driven indicator and there's no room to whoever try and fail. ever heard of "diam-diam ubi berisi", you short-minded prick? go and read Dare To Fail book.

[my new niece, Nuha Bt Saiful Amir]

born on 10/26/2009, 3.40am Malaysia time.

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[thanks Shi Wei]

aku baru blk dr Kangar, Perlis psl pi jumpak member. nama dia Shi Wei. ada hal sikit psl kerja. Shi Wei ni mmg baik sgt2. since hr ni puasa, xleh lah aku belanja dia mkn psl aku puasa. xsyoklah kalo dia mkn sorg aku tgk je, aku pon nk mkn gak. hehe... next time aku nk belanja dia mkn. blk td hujan lebat dr Kangar ke Alor Setar. sib baik aku xjd basuh keta pg td. kalo basuh, buang duit jer.

penulis bersama Shi Wei.

[GB's farewell]

hari ni masa berbuka nnti ada farewell dinner sekalik utk boss lama aku, GB, akronim for Gaik Boon kt Seoul Garden Juru. dia nk pi keja kt Intel US for 2 years. this guy is the guy that responsible offered me a position in Engineering group. thanks GB for the opportunity. it's not easy, i'm struggling but i know this is for a good end. :)

wife aku akan follow gak nnti. she'll come with a bus later from AS and i'll pick her up at Bagan station bus. lps tu maybe nk pi Sunway Carnival jap jln2 usha brg Apple jap for her iPhone. pastu baru pi kt restoran tu.

penulis (3 dari kiri) bergambar bersama kawan2 di (bacalah sendiri)

[pizza]

xtau pasai apa aku dok ngidam nk mkn pizza...tu xcampur Chicken Wing lg..pergh.. xbleh jd ni.. next week kena ajak wife aku bebuka kt sana nih... huhu...

gambar2 ni diambil di Tasik Jitra. last year.

[bulan puasa xboleh marah2...]

sabar2... ku tahan marahku ini. ni la manusia. janji xtepat (iktibar utk diri seniri jugak ni..hehe). kalo dh janji tu, tepatilah. aku pon ada kerja lain nk buat. ni dh mintak tolong, bila aku sampai sini xdak sapa pon dok ada. sabar2.....*

[menunggu berbuka puasa...]

sekarang aku sdg berada di rumah mentua aku dok tunggu berbuka. masuk berbuka kt sini hr ni 7.23pm. wife aku dok ready table. td aku sampai kul 6.30pm terus wife aku ajak kuar pi beli mknn psl mak mentua aku xdak. dia pi kursus kt negeri sembilan. so xdak org masak. tgh2 beli td hujan lebat giler sib baik kejap je. kalo lama hujan alamat berbuka puasa kt bazaar ramadhan lah jawabnya. minggu depan dh nk raya. baju raya awal2 lagi ak dh beli. semenjak dh kawen ni tiap2 tahun aku beli baju baru. rasa semangat semacam ja nk raya lps kawen ni. tahun ni kami beraya kt kg aku. pagi tu dh plan aku nk amik gambar satu family depan umah pastu nk frame gantung kt dlm rumah. mlm ni insyaallah plan mkn kt koaytiaw Iman akan diteruskan setelah mlm td xdpt pi. dh lama xmkn situ kalo dulu every week aku mkn situ.

ni gambar adik aku (kanan) ngn member dia. thanks support beli tshirt yg aku design. hehe...

[bosan...]

agak bosan aku dok ngadap laptop kt cube je dlm bulan puasa ni. siapkan keja2 softworks je...(2nd half of everyday in ramadhan).... aku dh dok terpk nk mkn apa bukak puasa nnti... air tebu best gak nih!! hari ni aku blk AS lg psl ada hal skit. wife aku happy giler dpt tau aku nk blk AS. bukan dia ja, aku pon happy giler. hehe.. target hr ni xmau dh tido sampai ke pg. rugi terawih beb.

p/s: terima kasih Malik kasik aku pinjam cameraphone ambik gambo2 ni...

[Ramadhan 2009]

bulan puasa tahun ni special sikit bg aku. psl wife keja AS, so aku selalu blk dr Kulim ke AS. letih gak. semlm lps keja aku terus blk. ngntuk gila masa on the way. sib baik dok terkejut keta dok cilok buat kuang ajaq depan keta aku. lps terkejut terus hilang ngntuk. mula2 plan nk ikut jln biasa tapi psl nk sampai awal aku masuk hi-way. 160km/j aku tibai. sampai umah mentua aku kt AS dlm pukul 6lbh. dok lepak jap sambil wife aku prepare table. masuk waktu then terus bebuka. aku mkn xtambah pon nasik psl aku nk diet. semenjak lepas kawin ni rasa badan mmg naik bnyk. after bebuka aku terus solat. then wife aku masuk bilik aku bgtau dia kang dlm kul 10 nk ajak dia kuar pi mkn koaytiaw Iman. OK kata dia tapi dia nk rest jap. aku pon sama lah landing jap...zzzZZZZ... aku tersedar kul 1am. haha.. melepas koaytiaw Iman. terus sambung tido sampai sahur. lps sahur terus relax jap then mandi and solat. selepas member kucupan mesra kpd isteriku, aku terus bertolak mai keja kt Kulim. ikut jalan biasa. habis semua keta aku cilok. lori treler, lori kontena semua kena tibai. sampai tempat keja terus bukak mail. xbnyk isu. then selepas membalas mail2 merapu kt member2, aku terus mask prod floor. lps meeting aku terus terlekat kt line ni sampailah la ni. haha..

teringat aku puasa 2 tahun lps kt US: LA and Chicago (masa ni xdak DSLR lagi). kt LA sib bek hotel dkt ngn kedai pakistan. tiap2 hari aku mkn beriyani. best betul dpt nasik. ada satu hari tu masa aku tgh beli kt kedai t, ada sorg Syrian mai nk beli buah kurma . dia punyalah dok explain kt pekerja mexican tu tapi mexican tu xfaham2. then aku pon mencelah lah bgtau barulah mexican tu faham. dia xtau yg in english org panggil buah kurma tu "date". lps mamat syrian tu sembang2 sat ngn aku dia pon blah. tu kt LA. after LA, aku ngn member bertolak ke Chicago. kes naya. kt hotel tu xdak kedai halal nearby. yg aku Google pon xwujud dah kedai tu. apa lagi. tiap2 hari mkn fish burger ngn fries ja lah. tawakal je lah. sampai nk termuntah dah dok mkn tu. sabor je le. sib bek lah aku blk tinggal lg 2-3 hari nk raya. sempat lah raya kt kg.

[Reception | Azam & Fara Maya | Alor Setar]

No pose, just candid! instruction from our brides! :)

more pics? click HERE.

[ Paintball at Sedim Paintball Park, Kulim, MALAYSIA | 24 April 2009 ]

this was actually has been planned a month earlier. initially there was around 15 of my friends agreed to join. but eventually it increased by double to 31 persons! it was a great day back then with laughters and not forget to mention, bruises. i, myself got 2 bruises on my arms. feeling like want to go out for some Rambo action but then, i'm the one got Rambo-ed! haha.. 2nd time Rambo action is useless also as i'm out of bullet in the middle of the scene leaving my enemy with smile. darn! need to organize again next time for payback! haha!!

click HERE for more pics on this.


markers (for paintball, we don't call this as rifle or gun, we call it marker)

briefing session

facemasks

marshall (Mohd Mukrim)

soldiers ready for battle

soldier in action

General Starscream (myself) and my friend, Nizam aka NZMercenary before battle

Najib, my younger brother (he "shot" one of his enemy and it was a headshot!) :)

team Band Of Brothers (it's my team!)

soldiers in action